Thursday, June 24, 2010

Giving your life to Christ

I have been pondering that phrase for the last week of two and have come to the conclusion that like so many things we are asked to do by God, it is not possible.

Oh, we think we are. We say the proper platitudes and feel good but when it comes right down to it, no one I know truly gives his or her whole life to God. The only ones who come close are my Pastor and his wife. And I envy them for that. I don't think that's very Christian. Oh well.

I have a mother-in-law who has been a Christian forever. She believes, I have no doubt. She can say things about God being in control and in the next breath she is saying something very un-Christian about the President or someone else and it makes me cringe.

I am no better. I have many gods before Him - money, food, clothes (especially shoes), my husband (who should have been first on the list), my job. I try to give my life to Christ. To turn all my troubles over to Him and then I worry all night about something I have no control over. I try to be a good example of Christ's love and then I say words under my breath about someone else's driving.

I don't gossip (much), I love everyone (mostly) and I follow Christ(when it doesn't interfere with other things.) See what I mean?

I am so in awe of God's grace and that he knows how short I fall and loves me anyway.

And, please know this, He loves you, too.


  1. It's hard for me to face that I fall short all the time. You explained it so well. I find myself in your post. Thank you.

  2. Thank you for the reminder today!

    Delighted to stop by today. I hope you don't mind if I splash around a bit to get to know you. THis looks like a nice place to slip off my shoes and soak in serious goodness.


  3. ah yes, we are imperfect aren't we? great it. and glad i found your site...

  4. You nailed this one, Susan! The truth hurts sometimes -- the fact that we don't love God as we want to or should -- but it's the truth nonetheless. That's why he gives us grace, thank God.