I wish I could write every day. I don't though.
It just seems like life gets in the way- work cooking, eating, sleeping, laundry, watching TV, dealing with my brother's situation (yesterday's blog) and much more.
I know it's all an excuse. I just do not always have the energy to share. I feel sucked dry right now.
Today I wait for a call from the Hospice nurse after she has done her evaluation of my brother. He is now moved and planted in the Care Home. I pray that that is what it will be - a place that will care for him.
Now we have to clean out his apartment, close his accounts and erase all memories of the life he had for over 20 years in that place. I find it incredibly sad. It is so hard to do from 2000 miles away.
I wish he were a Christian. It would make the whole process so much easier. He would have hope and heaven to look forward to.
"Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid." John 14:27
I plan to go visit in the next few weeks. Not sure when.